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Bleary eyed

Haven't slept. My eyes popped open at 1:30am today and refused to close. I think my major panic about the course I'm applying for and how to get funding for it, the Eyo situation (or lack thereof) and other stuff that I can't get into right now had something to do with it. Finally managed to catch 40 winks at 5:00am, dragged myself out of bed an hour later to go to the gym (figured I needed to get rid of all my anxiety and nervous energy the legal way). Got to the gym and was told that there wasn't any hot water. It was too late to go back home, so I did my workout and plunged myself into the freezing shower. Went to work in a zombie-like state.

It's just a manic season of my life. It's not for long. It will pass. And then I will look back and wonder what all the fuss was about.